A Short History Of My Dominant Self

I had always had strange fascinations with pain & violence - with the latter I think because of my upbringing; seeing lots of violence in my youth due to where I was brought up. Finding out how to control these two facets was something that came easily and naturally and today I thrive from it as a much needed release.

I started going to fetish clubs in the early 00s mostly due to the burlesque club that I was running. I became enraptured with the scene in London and even performed at Torture Garden back in 2007. One of my favourite nights was Club Pedestal of course as this was(is) a night specifically for Dommes - now there are even more popping up such as Club Femdom & The Femdom Ball I feel in my element.

In terms of the online "Mistressing" scene - well on discovering it through google I would regularly surf the web taking in what each Mistress did and said on their sites and on Mistress listing sites, fascinated with it all. It harked back to the mid 90s (when I was 18) when I did adult phonework and at times did Domination: For this I had been given a Mistress manual and a few talks by the owner of the chatline - back then most of what is now normal was quite shocking and surprising. To train up properly, back in the early 00s,  I decided to do some BDSM dating and soon had a small select stable of slaves/subs who I then learnt very quickly to take advantage of.

Prior to that as a young teen I had seen Personal Services with Julie Walters - one of my favourite films next to Mary P0ppins - and it was on seeing this that I was first enlightened. And prior to that? Well of course I was always beating up the boys at school...

The Cruel Adventuress